relationship

Habluminallah,
Habluminannas,

relationship with Allah s.w.t,
relationship with other human,

think about it.
did you ever consider about them?

in your actions,

in your speech,

and in every steps that you took before.

:)

Changes

to see one's heart,

from beginning till one's past,

gazing on everything even the dust,

whether you're alive..

and whether you're dead.

i'm changing everything associated to my life,

because my path is different now; strife.

oh my soul, oh my body;

we are too fragile.

my late ancestors,

i'm sorry if i forgot about you for long.

this is my place, as a replacement...

for my heart and for my lips;

which ain't together in times,

i can't spoke my everything to everyone,

because i know;

my weaknesses.

and i'm sorry.

i will try to get better.

for those whom read this.

all of these are recollection of my life-story.

my ups and my downs.

learn my good points,

and leave behind those bad ones.

because everyone got something that they would not tell to everyone.

our dark-side.

lady

speak, your lady.

wake me from the tomorrow's dream.

i'm imprisoned by the moon's beam.

i'm enchanted because of you, my lady.

i saw only you throughout my dream.

smile, my lady.

your charm bring out too much harms.

your presence just as my always morning coffee.

seems bitter for anyone else..

but your sweetness?

its known only by me.

my only cure for my only one.

keeping me up from my night until our dawn.

stay, my lady.

my everything will not be enough for you.

can you wait for me under the sky blue.

from here i can see you.

from here your smile can be seen.

it's enchanting, as it's always been.

oh, my lady.

i am gazing at the sky blue.

waiting for your words to come through.

leave, our lady.

my age remains a few.

i am still gazing at the sky blue.

goodbye, lovely lady.

my limbs, they will not budge,

my breath, there is not much left.

my sight, they gone dimmed.

my surrounding got silent for a very long time,

and the sun..

why it does not shine?

all i can see is the full moon.

from each day, i am gazing at the moon.

and i saw only you, 

lady.

i'm grateful

well, i am grateful for this chance

even if it is quite shallow..

still, i am not forsaken yet

throughout months, i am tempering my heart

and still going to do so

again 

and again

greeting

a beautiful voice, a kindred soul.

see you again tomorrow.

hoping that you are the cure.

for my bleeding fate.

my bad habit

prays in silence :)

be happy nik, 

as expected that both of you can keep it till today.

your intention, your efforts,

no matter how good or bad the things you did,

no matter how much efforts that you put through,

others cannot judge them well as long that they are human,

only ALLAH S.W.T. can see them well..

your intention,

your efforts,

pains that you went through,

and results that came from it..

ALLAH S.W.T. knows everything.

I am not a Saint nor a Prophet,

I thought that my journey will be fun..

but, human cannot judge my good intentions and my bloody efforts.

well.. as expected.

my life was full of ups and downs.

even so, I am glad.

because I can see what others cannot.

and from my rich life experiences..

I can get people getting ready of upcomings through my word.

A word of wisdom may change everything.

I am still learning too.

because every knowledge exists today..

is just like a drop from ocean water.

and mine? its negligible.